Pain
In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it, and the fact that you're putting yourself through pain means you are doing what you, by all rights, ought to do. You're
doing something right.
[...] Your ability to withstand pain is your claim to fame. It is ascetic, holy. It is self-control. It is masochism, and masochism is pleasurable to many, but we don't like to think about that. We don't like to think that a person could have a twisted autoerotic life going on, be both a top and a bottom, and experience both at once: the pleasure of beating the hell out of a body shackled at the wrists, and the pleasure of being the body and knowing we deserve each blow.
(aus: Wasted)
doing something right.
[...] Your ability to withstand pain is your claim to fame. It is ascetic, holy. It is self-control. It is masochism, and masochism is pleasurable to many, but we don't like to think about that. We don't like to think that a person could have a twisted autoerotic life going on, be both a top and a bottom, and experience both at once: the pleasure of beating the hell out of a body shackled at the wrists, and the pleasure of being the body and knowing we deserve each blow.
(aus: Wasted)
posted by blaueseele at 2:30 PM
1 Comments:
Hallo!
Ich bin Studentin an der Uni Bielefeld und würde gern eine beschreibende Studie über Magersucht als Lifestyle schreiben. Es geht nicht darum Magersucht positiv oder negativ darzustellen oder Hilfe anzubieten, sondern nur darum diese Lebensweise an sich zu beschreiben. Ich wäre dir sehr dankbar, wenn du mir zurückschreiben könntest an yfriesen@uni-bielefeld.de um ein paar Fragen zu beantworten oder einfach nur kurz aus deinem Leben zu berichten.
Vielen Dank und Gruß, Yvonne Friesen
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